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Albatross

by Youth in a Roman Field

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"Albatross" is a meditation on breaking cycles. It explores generational patterns and trauma as the thread between myself and the women who came before me, and makes a pledge to rebirth, freedom, and celebration, and trusting the ‘motions’ of your own way. It’s also about knowing that though we can’t retrieve any of our time spent in and on the past, we are here - for ourselves and for each other - now. There’s a lightness and joy in that realization.

"Albatross" is a direct answer to a question I asked myself often while writing this record: ‘Am I here to break the cycle?’ Sonically, it’s influenced by the simplicity and subtlety of Nick Drake and Arthur Russell, whom I’ve loved for decades. Lyrically, it's an honest expression of my own struggles with self-worth and power, an examination of destructive thought and behavior patterns. It's an offering of love and acceptance to my younger self and a breaking-free of debilitating thoughts and the social conventions that cement them. It directly explores generational cycles and trauma as the thread between myself and the women who came before me. It is a pledge to rebirth, freedom, and celebration - that we, in fact, already know the ‘motions’ of our own way. And while we can’t retrieve any of our time spent in and in the past, we are here - for ourselves and for each other - now.

lyrics

I already wrote this letter, I already threw it away
Along with the only picture I wish I had from that day
Yes, I agree with what you said -
I could live that moment over and over and over again
But it’s not mine
And guilt is not an option for me

You can go, you can go
You can go, you can go
You can go, you can go
You can go, you can go

Crying over so many ceremonies, swimming circles in Santa Fe
Jog my memory to tow the line
Body’s keeping score, they say
I’ve been living moments in my head -
I could live them multiple times over and over again
But they’re not mine
And guilt is not an option for me

I can go, I can go
I can go, I can go
I can go, I can go
I can go, I can go

Don’t think I’ve wasted my time
Was just slow to realize what was and wasn’t mine
Happy to stay within the lines
Just know I’m watching for your kind
And for what is mine

credits

released October 18, 2022
Written by Claire Wellin

Vocals, Violins - Claire Wellin
Piano, Guitars - Scott Stangland
Baritone Uke - Tiffany Topol
Viola - Cassidy Stirtz
Upright Bass - Jamie Mohamdein
Percussion - Mike Hanf

Produced by Claire Wellin & Allen Tate
Engineered by Allen Tate
Remote Engineering by Carter Stirtz and Ryan Mannix
Mixed by Kyle Joseph
Mastered by Tyler McDiarmid
Artwork by Steve Ponzo

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Surrealist Folk / NYC

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